Monday, May 30, 2005
My day went from good to bad so very, very quickly today.
First of all, the Bossi got together and decided that it would be a good idea for fire me from the only job I have ever really wanted and the only job I have ever loved. Apparently they think I'm a competent cashier but they don't like my personality. I'm not really liking my personality at the moment either.
Second of all, Julie bailed on lunch at the exact moment I realised that she was the only one I could speak to about this who would have actually understood.
And now I feel both lost and alone.
Oh, and they decided not to fire me. Apparently in my terrified and traumatized stupor, I managed to talk them out of it.
Things are still not good.
I really don't feel like writing, or doing anything.
I so desperately want to be appreciated, but I guess I try too hard.
Perhaps I'll take one of those fashionable blogging breaks.
I am not who I want to be. Please forgive me.