Monday, May 30, 2005
going nowhere fast
My day went from good to bad so very, very quickly today.
First of all, the Bossi got together and decided that it would be a good idea for fire me from the only job I have ever really wanted and the only job I have ever loved. Apparently they think I'm a competent cashier but they don't like my personality. I'm not really liking my personality at the moment either.
Second of all, Julie bailed on lunch at the exact moment I realised that she was the only one I could speak to about this who would have actually understood.
And now I feel both lost and alone.
Oh, and they decided not to fire me. Apparently in my terrified and traumatized stupor, I managed to talk them out of it.
Things are still not good.
I really don't feel like writing, or doing anything.
I so desperately want to be appreciated, but I guess I try too hard.
Perhaps I'll take one of those fashionable blogging breaks.
I am not who I want to be. Please forgive me.
-N
