Sunday, September 24, 2006
In the sunny light of day, I thought I would reassure you all that I do plan to take it easy with the new girl. Claire called me this morning and we made plans for me to go out to her little town far far away to visit her this week. My classes got cancelled, so I am footloose and fancy free.
But rest assured that now that I'm sober and thinking clearly, I remember that this is new and I shouldn't rush in.
I will make an effort to take it slow, but I still really want to see her.
I realise at this point that anything could happen, but I do want good things both for her and for me.
And I have to have hope, because honestly, it's been a while. After all that shit with Hayley, I feel like I deserve this.
I do, don't I?